w0wzaaaa... madd out of it.  Sarah and me chilled wit some kids we havn't chilled wit it sooo long.Shit has been preety good latley.  Trying to get ready for christmas, know what i'm getting everyone except my brother.  I got Rhiannon her presents and i got part of sarah's and my dad's, and my uncle.  I getting so much school work done.  I'm actually taking the time and doing it all at night plus doing that shit hard at tutoring, if i don't i won't graduate.  Right now i'm busy catching up on four months of assignments. lol.  At first my guidence counsler was saying i was 1/2 a credit short, but then he said i can get a 1/2 credit for work study, for working @ the county center.  I just have to save my pay stubs.   Yeah I finally stopped being a bum.  i go to school, then i go to work or babysit.  Then chill wit sarah and some people smoke a l or whatever, you need after a long day, lol.  do some school work and most of the time chill with my baby.  Trying to balance my life out more, like balance my day, stay busy you know.  People make themselves get in ruts and feel shitty sometimes because they leave themselves with tooo much time  overthink shit and just think to much in general.  I think thats the conclusion.  I dunno.  Going to try to go concentrate on some stupid nuclear equations.  Then maybe chillin with chris after he's done playing hockey, probably not, but it's iight... i need to go to bed earlier.